Sunday, August 13, 2006

Haiz...

i dunno what to do le...

i dunno what to say le...

i feel that i am going insane any time soon...

there are things that i can't tell Maki face to face...

it reminds me of moi childhood...

haiz...

its like nowadays everything i do is wrong...

including showing concern to moi didi...

wth...

moi didi said that he wants to take care of me... he wants to be moi stead...

i replied him...

you seen me b4 right?

he replied i dun mind...

i asked him didi tell jie what happened to you?

he kept insisting that he wants to take care of me and not hurt me anymore...

but due to his msn nick...

i am concerned abt him...

he is depressed...

but i dunno what he is depressed about...

i just wanted to know about it...

that's all...

then Maki saw it then he say alot of thing which i dun remember already...

coz i relapsed right after...

i couldn't remember a single thing maki said...

moi mind went blank...

head hurts like hell...

I only remembered that i am god damn scared...

i dunno....

i dun wanna be alone again...

no

No

NO

NO!

T_T

ARGH!

i dunno why i feel so damn scared...

T_T

i feel damn scared about everything...

i dunno why...

i do things all by moiself...

until i get moiself damn tired then i rest...

haiz...

argh...

sometimes...

i really feel that i dun belong to this world...

really feel like dying...

_~.:: <3 †Misha- <3 Alex ::.~_
>> titledat 2:26:00 am__


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